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Discussion
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Hello,
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I want to know if it is possible for one to regain/strengthen their abilities after spending a long time blocking them out due to fear.
I have been told by divination that I have the gift of tarot, communication, and to speak to spirits. I have always sensed energies and physically seen dark shadows when I am passing cemeteries. I knew one summer night that gunfire would come to the street where my friends and I were hanging out at because I heard a voice internally telling me so. As predicted, there was a shooting that took place a few hours after my premonition where someone got shot in the face a few doors down from where my friends and I were. I went through my entire life thinking this behavior was normal. I didn’t know that not everyone can see shadows at cemeteries.
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There is a well-respected psychic who has a Youtube channel. She has abilities and gifts similar to myself. The psychic said that she walked past someone at the grocery store and she saw his death. She knew this person was going to die in a car accident. Of course, she couldn’t tell the person. I thought to myself, “What a horrible burden to carry. Knowing when and how others will die”. After learning this, I became immensely fearful of my gift and tried hard to stifle it.
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I have been told through divination that it is my purpose in life to use my gifts to help and heal others. I think I am done with trying to run from my natural gifts. However, I worry that I completely blocked my ability due to fear. Any help or feedback please?