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Discussion
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I always have such an amazing time in the astral, I have such vivid experiences meeting other souls going on adventures saving people from negative entities, people in the astral are so companionate, and actually seem to care about people, I have even found love in the astral, I feel like my divine pair is in the astral, and we were separated when I was born into this world, it’s really sad, my life in this world is a horrible lonely existence.
There are no adventures (don’t have the time or money), no companionship,(can’t find anyone worth my time in this world), it’s all just a maddening cycle that keeps repeating over, and over, the astral is really my only escape from it all so I tend to sleep a lot when I am not at work,(because I use the lucid dream method of astral projection)
I have been been contemplating suicide for the past couple of years now, life is getting so damn hard to bare, I have no friends to talk to about my problems, I just keep everything bottled up, or talk to people in the astral about them, and they comfort me, and help me feel better, I feel truly alive in the astral, I just want to be free from this world, and finally be in the astral for good, and not have to deal with this world anymore, the only reason I stay here is because I don’t want to hurt my mom, and brother, if I died it would break them, I don’t know what to do honestly, I guess I am just asking for a friend, someone I can talk to, to help me brave the storm that is this world.