I don’t know if a medium can explain what I’m experiencing but here we go.
So way back maybe 7 years ago, I went to therapy. My student therapist at the time encouraged me to do hour of mediation a day. He called it mindfull ess but I learnt it was mediation. I would lay on the floor and time it I could only reach 45mins. He told me if I had a thought to bring the focus back to my breath every time..I started to have werid experiences. At first I felt warmth on my right hand then it felt as someone was walking around me as I lay down.
I had disturbing images in my mind so imagination. I never saw it in real life.
Of this alien grey being looking at me.
My student therapist told me to ask God questions that I was worried about. So for example my house lived next to kindergarten. Its next to a fast road and so far for all these years no kid has got run over. I asked God why? and I had image of this huge massive angel coming from the ground with it’s arms out the length of the kindergarten. I realised oh long time ago the kindergarten was blessed under God’s protection.
I start to think for myself maybe I could foresee the future. Before I didn’t think of this. I had intense vidi dreams but I usually do even before mediation.
I would dream of someone I know and something would happened to them that was excatly right what I dream..
Okay now here is the part Im wondering what I’m expecting because it came up again with a different therapist I’m seeing now.
So I start off with the student therapist.
During my mediation I would get random images in my mind,.so imagtion. I start to believe everyone had their own spiritual garden. So for example say if there is a rose that represent the person personatily who they are but if it’s in a desert it meant their environment in their waking life isn’t exactly great.
I start to do it to see my student therapist spiritual garden. I kept seeing this huge massive orange tree.
I ended up telling my therapist and he told me “Oh yes, my grandparents owned a orange farm”.
I did it again and saw peach trees and my therapist said yes, my grandparents also hada peach farm too.
Okay, so I did it to my partner and saw this solar system hanging with string with planets and stars. I told him this and he said “yes I aboustely loved space as a child and I did created a solar system once as a kid”.
I also did it to this friend at this fencing club and learnt that he was into knights middle ages stuff cause I saw it in his spiritual garden.
I had no knowledge of this before hand.
Okay now the present.
My current therapist is doing EMDR therapy for me.
At one point I said I had a image during our EMDR therapy of my therapist hugging me and there are white lilly flowers around her.
When my therapist told me her eyes went big as a surpsied.
After ending of therapy I asked her is your favourite flower white Lilly’s?
she said yes, my mother brought me white Lilly flowers this week and they are in my house.
I had no knowledge at all! before hand my therapist favourite flower is a white lilly.
I have been told more than one therapist I’m a empath. I don’t know if that part of it.
Can someone explain to me what I’m experencing?