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Discussion
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Apologies if this gets a little rambly. I’m typing this out as I lay in bed and am half drifted off to sleep. Firstly, some background. I’ve been drawn towards witchcraft since I wandered into a metaphysical shop in a strip mall as a preteen and walked out with a copy of Dancing With Dragons. I’ve had several long stretches of not practicing anything due to my abusive evangelical parents and I’ve only really been unpacking what was done to me and who I really am for the last 4 years or so.
Anyways over the years I’ve tried a few different paths. I’ve tried working with beings such as dragons, gods and goddesses of different pantheons, and even a brief stint with chaos magick. My frustration stems from feeling like nothing I tried clicks with or resonates with me. I’ve been looking around here and other places and it seems like most practitioner’s are mostly eclectic and / or freeform. My problem is that I have a very hard time with this and have come to the conclusion that I need some sort of structure too work in.
So yeah, pretty rambly but I hope my intent got through somehow. Any guidance, advice, or tips would be greatly welcomed.