Help me make sense of these experiences.

[bn8r]

Hi Reddit psychic community. First of all let me say, please be kind to me. This took a lot of courage to post and is a really weird and personal thing for me to talk about. It’s been suggested to me before that I may be a little bit intuitive, and I’m wondering if this community can help me to find out or to make sense of my experiences. This may be a little bit long hopefully not a tl;dr situation, but I’ll try to not make it too much of a wall-o-text lland break it up lol. The following are what’s happened:

-I seem to get gut feelings. They aren’t necessarily always pieces of information (sometimes they are), I remember I was on a trip not too long ago and I could tell that one of my friends was in a very bad place with his spirituality. I ended up talking with him about it and turned out to be right. I have also had it before where I have been able to empathize very well with people. People often confide in me because of this.

– This is a BIG one. I have physical sensations that happen to me when there are spiritual things going on. This is hard to describe, it’s very much like I am able to feel an emotion and an intention. It’s a physical feeling that originates in the centre of my body near my heart. Some examples of this are that I can feel a physical love and peace that overtakes me to varying degrees when I talk to or about God or think about angels or people are praying together. I remember one time I was worried that God was angry about something that I did and then I felt this unbelievably overwhelming peace and love like I’ve never felt before overtake my whole body and I had the sensation that I was lighter than air. It was one of the most profound experiences I’ve ever had.

-Another time a friend of mine got into some bad stuff. We’re talking satanic in nature. I wondered to myself if he had any “evil” around him from what he did. Suddenly I felt a powerful feeling of…..how to describe this….”burning hatred”. I felt this entity and I felt that it hated me and wanted to destroy me.

-One time I was about 14 and I woke up in the middle of the night and my brain immediately said to me “something is wrong…someone is there”. I heard footsteps down the hallway from my room. The footsteps walked past my room door which was open, and there was no one physically there. The door handle to my parents room turned by itself and opened and then the door closed and handle turned back, by itself again. My father also witnessed this and brings it up once in awhile as something that disturbed him that he can’t explain.

-One time I was cleaning out the closet in my bedroom on the second floor of the house I lived in at the time. Suddenly I was overcome with the sensation that I was being watched. I had a vague feeling about where it was coming from. Something in my mind said “something is here, and it’s about to do something”. Just then I suddenly heard five knocks on the window. The second story window. First of all I nearly crapped myself, second of all I ran outside to see if some crazy person had climbed up somehow and knocked on the window, but there was nobody there. Definitely was human hand knocking. That was no tree branch or anything like that.

-I’ve had strange dreams before that feel like they’re trying to tell me something. This is very rare, but it’s happened. One time I was really struggling with loneliness and I read something very spiritually encouraging about it. I went to sleep feeling a sense of joy, but in my dream, which was very vivid, I found myself in a medieval type church.and all of the sudden all the color got sucked out of the church. Suddenly I was aware that I was not alone in this church and I started hearing multitudes of voices, some whispering, some shouting “you will be alone forever…you will die alone….you are worthless”. I ended up just sitting there in the dream praying to God to make it stop and I swear to you this lasted for what felt like 7 hours. It was torture. Something inside me knew that this was some kind of attack, I woke up from that with tears streaming down my face and I felt like I’d been crying all night.

There are more and I’ll probably think of even more after I post this that I wished I said but I don’t want to make this post longer than it has to be.

So what’s going on here? Are these just random experiences or do I have some kind of gift? Am I crazy?

Discussion

[OGnenenzagar]

You’re just very connected. I would get morning meditation and learn about Kundalini if I were you

[Dxmmer]

Welcome prophet.

I was an atheist but started hyper religiosity, experience felt present of the holy ghost. Its a warmth, a pure love. Healing my traumatized body. Happened after intense heartbreak, felt like I was on heroin WDs.

I am also Schizotypal, so it could be that.

[PsykoPaPou]

This is all parts of your journey to the spiritual awakening. Keep digging to find answers.

[Broges0311]

First thing to learn and understand is that we are all psychic. It’s a matter of acceptance and being able to differentiate between intuition and personal desire.

[Strlite333]

Your centre of your chest is the connection to your higher self (in my experience)

[Bn8r]

Another time I had an experience where someone was describing to me an injury they sustained and I suddenly felt that injury in my body, like a phantom pain or something. It was very odd. That one I’m not so sure about though. That could be psychosomatic for all I know.