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Discussion
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I've done witchy things since I was little, candle work, making sun tea, carrying amulets, but in 2020 started practicing actively.
My problem is that I have a lot of health issues including mental health issues and I just feel like if I was truly a witch and what I did mattered people would like me more. What triggered this is that someone called me "overwhelming" and then my husband who admittedly I just woke up from a nap said "full blast you all day is overwhelming." And I just feel like if I was a witch I'd be more likeable, I wouldn't have so many health issues, and I'd be less of a fuck up.
I'm so sorry if this is overwhelming to read I been told that I'm overwhelming my whole life and it hurts like if I was truly a witch I'd be healthy and likeable no? But my thing is that my friends who have health issues and are witches are valid in their craft but for me noooooo its different and I'm shitty and nothing I do matters.
I'm trying my best and truly it seems like its never enough. Witches I'm at a loss what do you do when you have imposter syndrome and hate yourself? I am already doing shadow work nightly and have for months so I'm reflecting on myself like truly.
People only seem interested in me until I show any sort of symptom of autism or mental health issue then I'm not worthy. I'm sorry for venting. Idk help would be appreciated. Been talking to Ares and Aphrodite a lot about it.
Thanks.
