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Discussion
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Hello,
I have been grieving my dad’s passing. He passed on January 10th. Very recent and I am still grieving really bad but now I am wanting answers. So the days leading up to his passing he was in the hospital for covid pneumonia. My step mom was showing me texts after he passed.
The conversation goes like this: (excuse my punctuality)
My Dad says- I’ve been having conversations with people in my room when I am dozing off. Step mom replies- what people? Dad says, in my head I guess. She asks, your oxygen levels are ok right? He says, yes. Shs asks, you aren’t getting mentally confused for lack of oxygen right? Dad says, 3 days now they come and talk to me while I’m falling asleep. She asks, who comes in talking to you? Dad says, voices of people, I don’t know because I mumble back in jibberish. He said his o2 was at 96. She says, you could be lucid dreaming, you’re freaking me out, tell them to go away. Dad says I knew you wouldn’t believe me. She says, you haven’t slept well, I believe you but it’s weird. He says, I will quit talking about it. She asks, what do they say? Dad says, I don’t remember, I know they are there. I’m telling you they visit me, I can’t explain it. She’s says, like what people though, lab or nurses? Dad says, not of this realm. He says, I am most vulnerable between 3 and 5am and that’s when they come to try to take me. I have creepy stories to tell you when I get out (which he never did ????). Last thing he told my step mom from that conversation was, “I’m telling you there are a lot of upset souls at this hospital who didn’t make it and are still roaming around here. I’m definitely eager for a big change in my life.
He was saying he wanted to get out and change his lifestyle because he was scared of getting sick like this again. That’s why he wantd to change.
So basically my dad’s o2 levels would drop a lot during 3 and 5 am. For him to say these things wasn’t insane. My dad isn’t one to make these things up nor does he lie. In my head I want to believe they were possibly guides that knew his time was coming and they were checking in so he wouldn’t be alone. I think my dad got scared because in all honesty my dad along with all my family thought he was going to come home. He must have thought those people were the angry souls lingering in the hospital but my intuition is telling me no, that it was a positive vibe as soon as I heard of this.. I had just watched all of surviving death before and all of it just made sense. He believed in afterlife. My questions that I want to lay down here are:
1) Does anyone think it could have been because he was on all sorts of medications?
2) His o2 levels were up and down constantly. Could it be his oxygen was getting to his brain and causing him to experience this?
3) Are you on board with me and think these beings from another realm were spirit guides? He didn’t recognize them. Could it be past lives coming to greet him?Please I am dying for everyone’s thoughts. Thank you!