Not sure if I’m in the right sub but need help understanding

[Madelyn]

These things have been going on for as long as I can remember really but these past few months they’ve been extremely prominent in almost every day of my life now and I don’t know what any of it means, so I would love some thoughts or theories as to.. Who I am? What I am? Idk

I’m just going to list the odd things that happen to me and I guess some “abilities” I have for you guys to dissect because it’s an uneasy feeling for me not to know what any of these things mean

– I see little black balls of .. idk honestly. Energy? They appear as little black shadows and they move very fast. Sometimes they comfort me and other times they don’t. They don’t make me feel like I’m in harms way but they can make me feel like something is wrong sometimes.

– I can see moments in time in my future life. They’re never anything significant when I see them present day though. It could be as simple as driving on a highway in a completely different state I’ve never been to or having a very specific conversation with someone.

– I chalk this one up to just human telepathy because it only really happens with people I’m close to like my family.. but I also don’t speak to any other people on a daily basis.. But I’ll know exactly what they’re going to say before they say it.

– Sometimes I’ll be thinking of something very nonchalantly that literally means nothing in that moment in then I forget about it.. Then that same thing will make itself apparent in my life shortly after I’ve forgot about the insignificant thought.

For example: Let’s say I have a random thought about… idk eating a pizza? Usually within that same day somebody will either be talking to me about pizza or handing me a piece of pizza ???? silly example but that’s exactly how it works for me.

I have so much more I could talk about but I know this post is getting lengthy. I’ve never told anybody about these things because I don’t want others to view me as crazy or weird. But lately I’ve been diving deeper into my spirituality, learning about the higher self and consciousness, and have just overall become so much more self aware. And with that I think these other things have been strengthening and being new to this whole scene I want to just know what it means? Do I have psychic abilities? If so, how do I cultivate these things? Or Are these just coincidences and odd phenomenons?

If you’ve made it this far I truly appreciate you for reading and I’ll be thankful for any feedback you have for me ✨

Discussion

[stephyduh]

I am fixated on your accounts of seeing or feeling black balls of energy. Ive seen silver round shapes of energy, even seen my cats running around trying to grab at them, but the black shapes are definitely different. I can not answer all of your questions because i do not consider myself a mentor, but…. As i type that to you my guides are telling me something very different. Apparently, we can all be mentors and teachers, so scratch that last part. I think you should start with protection. I believe it so very very important to protect your space and energy always. Im sure you have heard meditation and grounding is key. I want to refer you to one of my teachers. Her name is Ryan, you can find her on youtube at Rock the Divine. This site on reddit may not be the best place to seek mentorship. I suggest learning about empaths and checking out the reddit site for empaths. I hope this helps a bit, i am sending you loads of positivity and light! ????