Spiritual attacks?

[Jsage97]

Hi everyone! I’ve never posted here but I thought I would reach out here for some help! I hope none of this sounds crazy 😅

Background:
My whole life I’ve been connected to spiritual side, grew up constantly seeing and speaking to spirits, dreams that eventually come to happen exactly as I saw, feel energies very intensely, etc

While I have always been spiritual, I recently came back to some religion more, started to meditate, and did extensive shadow work. Even on one occasion I closed my eyes and saw the most beautiful blue eye staring back at me, it was so intricate and felt as if it was staring into me, at me, but a good presence. I dreamt of the sun as a blue eye staring down at me a couple nights after in which I was being attacked in the dream by evil aliens? Although the dream was intense it felt reassuring, like there is a protector. And the eye was one of the most beautiful things I’ve dreamt, blue geometric designs and light shining from it.

Anyway, it seems as I get closer to the light or whatever you want to call it, more weird/negative experiences are happening when I’m sleeping. I’m accidentally lucid dreaming in places where I’m fighting evil spirits, moments where I am outside my body looking at myself and I’m able to move around in my surroundings but can feel something negative around me. One occasion during either astral projection or lucid dreaming (I confuse them) something was trying to hurt me and said nasty things to me I won’t repeat here. Another astral projection (or lucid dream) I was in my apartment screaming at negative entities and shining a light at them that originated from my body. It was like my being was illuminating the room. These are some examples but it’s happening a lot more frequently. I’m never scared of these occurrences, and pull on my “resources” and self power to dismiss them. But I’m tired and want sleep to be frank. It feels like I’m fighting a battle every night in a different realm and it’s exhaustingggg. It’s at the point where now I’m tired in the day and don’t want to meditate as much, or more emotionally volatile etc. I’m trying to remain and not let it impact me but it’s hard.

What do I do? Why is this happening? Has this happened to anyone else and what helped you?

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