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Discussion
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I have been having a difficult time for my entire life regarding my family. I haven’t ever done a full tarot spread about them for some reason, but after being emotionally, physically, and verbally abused again, I’ve hit my breaking point at 24 years old. I am tired.
I asked the cards if I should give up on my family and here’s what I pulled and my interpretation. My deck is the ethereal visions deck. I am reading this all in present tense.
- Five of wands
- Wheel of fortune
- The hermit
I interpreted this as a family full of arguments, conflict, disagreements that may never get better. Always being at war with each other with no peace. I further interpreted this as a cycle of abuse and generational trauma that will continue to repeat forever because this is the loop the family in . And for the kicker, I interpreted the hermit as me doing the introspection to get away, and me finally getting away from them , healing myself and moving on. I had a severe mental breakdown yesterday after being abused when I feel like I’m too old for this ( no one deserves this at all, but I’m 24… still being abused like a fragile child, still feeling like one) and this has made me feel so much better.
