Unmotivated spread, Really confused..

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Unmotivated spread, Really confused..

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Deck: Modern Witch by Lisa Sterle

So I found this spread about why am I unmotivated. The reading goes from top left 1,2,3 and bottom left 4 and 5. The top cards kind of bunch together I pulled to clarify the eight of wands.

So the question that go with the spread: 1. Where is my unmotivation coming from? 2. Is there lesson that I need to learn to be released from this unmotivation? 3. How can I learn from this lesson if I’m unmotivated? 4. How can I stop myself from falling behind? 5. What should I focus on to be come motivated?

My interpretation:
Eight of Wands(clarifiers:The Hermit, Four of Pentacles in reverse, The Chariot in reverse) – I’m on the go to keep myself away from people and alone/isolated. I think it is partly because I just moved to a new place mid-pandemic and a lot of people out here make me nervous.

The Tower – I need to learn a painful lesson. Many people including me will be hurt or pained by my lesson.

Nine of Cups(in reverse) – If I don’t learn from this lesson, I will be unhappy and unmotivated. I will constantly feel unfulfilled.

Wheel of Fortune – If I just accept the good with the bad or vice versa and I won’t be unmotivated anymore.

Queen of Pentacles(in reverse)- I should focus on myself and I’ll be come unmotivated.

I feel like I’m reading this all wrong.. ???????? I just started practicing reading cards in December.