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Discussion
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I’ve done it again, after a long day I realized that the things I see happen tend to be, as I’ve described previously, as random thoughts. This one particular topic kept popping up and again I can’t ever label if these are ‘premonition’ are not because as far as I know they don’t feel any different.
The instance this time: a group of men on the internet whom are well known—I was thinking of a member of this group for a couple of weeks. Why didn’t I think it was a premonition? I used to watch them a good bit a few years back and simply thought I kept thinking of this group because I possibly miss their content and simply was reminiscing. I kept thinking a member who is my least favorite, why? Because I didn’t like the way he was, he seemed off to me always. Past few weeks I kept thinking about them, even seen another members recent activity a lot more than ever and thought it was strange but simply blamed algorithms. I even told my mom about these guys and how I remembered watching them.
The least favorite member has rumors circulating to be cheating. The member who was my least favorite, the one I couldn’t shake from my thoughts, is now in a scandal. This, to me, is confirmation as someone learning about her possible talents. I will keep seeing what else pops into reality after appearing in my thoughts to actually prove to myself this isn’t pure nonsense and lucky guesses.
I’ve been thinking to keep a journal alley for what pops into my head, like a log. Any and everything. I won’t try to distinguish possible premonitions from my other random streams of though cause I’ll overwhelm myself and think everything is a premonition but I’ll give it a go and record if anything I simply think of comes to fruition. Though, I am in fact scared I am going nuts, I’m also excited to prove myself wrong if this isn’t just luck.