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I was very close with my great grandparents and their home was definitely a loving “safe space” for me. They both passed when I was in high school, one after the other a year apart. This is when my spiritual awakening really ramped up. The day I graduated, I had two blue butterflies encircle me and ever since, I’ve noticed that’s been a way they like to say hello. One night before bed, I prayed and just asked for a sign that they were together again and okay. I had the most beautiful visitation dream. They were slow dancing and it was dark all around them except for a white glimmering spotlight. I woke up the next morning feeling very warm and a peace…like I was filled with sunshine…just one of those indescribable feelings where you just know it was real. From that day forward I made peace with that possibly being the last I’d see of them until we meet again, because it gave me the closure I needed and I was so incredibly grateful for that experience.
Since then, I’ve been doing a lot of spiritual work. Never been much of a seer and while I frequently ask to meet with my guides during meditation and to see them, I might feel energies but don’t typically have much luck. However….the other night I meditated and I got to see my great grandpa again 🙂 I’ve heard before that when you meditate, it’s helpful to center yourself by creating a safe space in your mind and telling your guides to meet you there. For me, that’s my great grandparent’s house. I sit on the floor and wait. I’ll usually see bright white light — so bright I almost can’t keep my eyes open and rainbow colors, but not much else. This time I saw my great grandpa. Exactly how I remembered him. Cleaned up, wearing a white pocket tshirt like he used to and some khaki colored linen pants. He asked me what I wanted to do and what I wanted to know. I was kind of speechless and just I said I just wanted to be with him and how much I’ve missed him. Nothing else. Mind you – to reiterate, I was meditating and not asleep so I was awake. He put his hand on mine and said it was all gonna be okay. My hand felt warm and tingly. I felt his energy around me like a warm embrace. He did give the best bear hugs… I felt tears fill my eyes and run down my face because I really truly felt his energy. And we just sat on the porch swing together like we used to. When the meditation was coming to an end and it was time for me to go back, I was sad but understood that wherever higher place I was able to go to in my mind during the meditation…whatever spiritual plane I was on…I was not meant to be there for long. I knew it was time for me to go and I was just happy to have another small moment with him, that I wasn’t sure I’d have again in this lifetime. But I knew I’d see him again one way or another, so it wasn’t really goodbye. And so, I walked back through the door and down the stairs…
My lingering thoughts….I just wanted to have some discussion about where was it that I was? It also felt like my grandpa was visiting there too and couldn’t stay long either…like it was a meeting place for the both of us, not really where he typically hangs out, if that makes sense? I also have heard it takes a lot of energy for our loved ones to visit us like that. Is this true? Is that why I got the sense he couldn’t stay long either?
Anyway, just wanted to share that beautiful experience. I’m really grateful. And to anyone still waiting for their loved ones to visit, I truly believe they give us little nudges frequently during our waking life and it’s a lot more complex than we think. I’m not a professional medium by any means but I also think centering myself by going to that “safe space” in my mind also really helped. Be patient. They come when the time is right.
Love and blessings to all. 🤍