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Discussion
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I’ll try to make a very long story short. I met my TF a few years back and it sparked my Kundalini awakening. I was married and I loved my husband but at the time he was getting too comfortable in our marriage taking me for granite and not putting in the same effort I was. I was always looking for growth and he was stagnant at the time. So upon meeting my TF I was obsessed with this shocking energy and connection I could feel. I chalked it up to that lack in our marriage why I felt so strongly connected and obsessed with this new person. I was always reserved nothing would ever happen with my TF I love my husband too much and he’s my soulmate. I already had a move planned to a different state upon meeting my TF so I had hoped moving would break that obsession. Upon moving my soul was devastated. It’s like I was mourning this relationship I never had. Like I was leaving a piece of myself. Shortly after the move though I felt peace. My inner knowing told myself that I would get a chance with my TF in the future. It told me we would meet again when we both were ready. I was concerned though when it was told because I would be widowed. I asked a psychic about the longevity of my marriage and he didn’t give me any warnings confirmed a few years out. So I shrugged it off. Now a few years later I’ve been working on my spirituality more by delving into pendulum work to connect more with my guides because they communicate with me in my dreams often. My obsession with my TF has been on and off and there’s periods where I’m at peace and random periods where its like I feel them thinking about me and then I feel obsessed all over again. Lately the obsession is back so I started asking questions to my pendulum. Out of nowhere I had very specific questions about the year we’ll reconnect, the age, my husbands death, our future sons age when he passes and the year my TF and I will be married. It was terrifying because I’ve never thought about these specific questions and the answers were shocking, terrifying but amazing because I could feel the energy I was channeling from my guides and it all resonated with my inner knowing if that makes any sense? I guess I’m curious if anyone can relate and any spiritually inclined can confirm any of this? Thank you for reading my anxious novel! I’ve had prophetic dreams before and moments of anxious free clear knowing but this seems like too large of a thing to know and maybe my imagination is running wild?