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Discussion
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Hoping this is a good sub to post this!
When I was really young, I remember having a friend of mine get put in the foster care system. The day that I learned this, I recall very vividly looking out at her house while on my bike and thinking “What if that is me one day?”. About 3 years later, I was put in the foster care system. I have thought about that moment ever since it happened. On a side note, I was described as being “empathic” when i was put up for adoption with my 3 other siblings.
Fast forward many years and I am looking at this man while visiting my friend and her SO. Keep in mind that during this time I was in a state of complete depression and had no desire for a relationship with anyone. This guy looked at me, and I instantly had this feeling that we were going to be together. I “felt” how the relationship could be fruitful, but that it would be the most transforming relationship ever.
I ended up moving to Portland, Oregon about a month later. This is my hometown and the place I was put in the foster care system. I was there for about 3 months. Then…COVID19 hit. I ended up moving back to Pennsylvania. This whole time, I am occasionally checking this guys social media accounts and just thinking about the possibility of talking to him again.
When I got back to PA, I was actually in a very short term relationship with someone else because I figured that the thoughts I was having about this guy might be just insane “thoughts”. But then, my intuition told me to end the current relationship. About a week passes and I am just spending time with my sister in another town. My friend invites me over to hang out and guess who comes over? That guy. Not that this should be surprising because she is directly dating this guys friend.
After a few days of witnessing him in this group setting, I decided to ask him for his snap. I do NOT ask for snap. The next day we went on a drive together…and the rest is history. We have been dating since then, and I CONSTANTLY tell him how unbelievable it is that I had that strong feeling in me. This has truly been the most transformative year of my life. Nothing has ever lined up more and made more sense.
Because the images and foretelling in my mind are so strong, is there a way to harness this? Is it something I can expand on? Is this just intuition? There have been several other smaller situations like that happen. These are just the ones that have boggled me for awhile.
Thank you!