Did I encounter my spirit guides?

[Neville]

I hope this post is appropriate, please delete if not!

After a number of paranormal encounters I have had in the last 5 or 6 years, I had some readings done which all said I had some degree of mediumship abilities. In an effort to find answers about my encounters, I was advised to meditate. I did this for a few months with no results (although it helped my mood!) until one day, when I had something that almost seemed like a dream- but I was awake. I’ve been hesitant to deeply meditate like that again because it felt so real.
In this vision I had- I was at first on my own on a riverbank at night. There was a city in flames in the distance and I became very distressed to see this and started crying. A well dressed gentleman stepped up by my right and I was instantly comforted- he put his hand on my shoulder and told me that sorrow was necessary for the balance of life to be maintained.

Everything kind of swirled away and I was then on a dried out riverbed in the day time. A cheetah slinked up in front of me and plopped on her side, looked at me and showed her teeth. Some of her features distorted so she resembled a woman. I dropped to my knees and bowed my head and that seemed to appease her.

Water then rose and engulfed everything. When it dropped back down again, I was on a beach. There was a beautiful woman in blue robes/garments. I felt awe being in her presence. She raised her arms and water crashed around her and a beautiful gold light emanated, bathing her and the water in this gold color. I remember thanking her for being able to witness this.

I don’t ever have dreams like this. The last couple of times I meditated prior to this I used guided meditations to “meet your spirit guides” with no luck. This time I meditated in silence. I have no idea how to interpret any of this or whether I am overplaying the significance of this because I haven’t found any other answers yet. Could these have possibly been spirit guides? Or random spirits messing with me? The latter is what I fear, as I’ve been involved in an exorcism once before and would rather not get involved with that type of energy again. Thank you to anybody who made it to the end and apologies for the length!

Discussion

[Craner12q]

Do not be afraid of meditating deeply again.
You had a vision, not a dream, and You have been given a gift. You have found the way that those who want to give you messages can contact you.

The first was a spirit guide or your guardian angel telling you that your past is gone, burned up and that is what has to be. For you to go forward, you must acknowledge, grieve but accept to be able to find happiness and peace. You must have had some incidents in the past surrounding your gift that hurt or”burnt” you in some way, making you reluctant to move ahead and discover more about your gift. A loss of someone dear caused you great pain, so great that it almost made you unable to cope.

Your gift may at times seem dangerous, problematic, but respect it. A woman is going to help you though it, she has steadfastness and courage, and you will respect her for this. The water being engulfing could represent that we are all like drops of one ocean, the drop exists in the ocean, but it is impossible to separate one from the other, they commingled. We are spiritual beings in a spiritual world, being one and all at the same time.

The golden light you saw is like the golden aura that surrounds all living things, it is universal, and many people see it, even those who see auras see a persons light as the golden aura before they see the deeper energy colors. She was showing you that your gift is tapping into universal energy. I suggest yo get a pair of stones, cleanse them using any method, i let mine enjoy the sun for a day, start with a gentle frequency such as rose quartz, hold them gently in the palm of your hand and begin a meditation. Focus on the stones, feel what is happening to them, getting warmer, colder, buzzing against your skin, vibrating, you may pick these movements up in your mind, but however you experience them, acknowledge 5hem and thank them for sharing. Over time you will become aware of how the stones behave and you can feel the energy moving in the stone and even feel then exchanging energy and then synching. The energy you feel is that universal energy. You may also find your body will pulsate in tune with the energy entering your body. That is a gift that few feel and that woman you saw was representative of Gaia, the energetic force of nature that we connect to through chakras and the flow of energy though us.

This is what I thought of as I read your message and felt I had to share with you. Do with it as you wish.