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Discussion
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This question has been bothering me for a while, and my meditations aren’t giving me a satisfied answer. My guides refuse to answer that curiosity question.
If I am my conscience, why do I lose it when I’m sleeping? Where does it go to?
Some may say they return to the source to recharge, but then why don’t I go to since this is what I am? Some may say that I do go, but I just can’t bring that memory to the body. It’s like my memory gets wiped clean when I return and all I have left is the memories of the dream that my body had while I was gone. Sometimes the dream does get influenced by the experiences that my spirit had on his way to recharge. Would that be the case? It’s still sound a bit strange to me that all I remember is the memories of the vehicle that isn’t me. This makes even harder to believe when I lose conscience in the middle of an OBE while talking to guides. Where did it go to?
Others may say that we don’t lose conscience, but it simply changes to something we consider an unconscious. That sounds like a weird answer to me because conscience is the ability of making choices and I’m a total zombie in my dreams (when I’m not lucid dreaming).
Others (more align with our current Science) may say that the conscience we have is a product of our brain’s intellectual power, so when that gets shut down at night, we lose it (unless it’s a lucid dream that it gets back up). And even when we are having OBEs, we are still using that brain’s power to mirror the experience intellectually (or we wouldn’t remember when coming back). I’m not sure I buy that because there are cases of near-death experiences that it seems the person was brain-dead, and when revived it still remembered the experience.
What it seems more plausible to me is that I’m not necessarily my conscience, but the soul in the body, and that soul may or may not have a conscience. Perhaps the conscience is the flow of mental energy passing through, so when the flow is weak, we are more unconscious. That would explain why beings of light are always conscious and why spirits in the lower realms are basically unconscious. It’s easy to get trapped in the shadow realms because we get unconscious there, so we get trapped by our nightmares and forget that we can leave at anytime. Wouldn’t that be because the flow of energy got weaker in the shadows? Our low-vibration emotions also make us unconscious, which is correlated to us losing energy. It’s a lot easier to get conscious when the energy of guides are passing through me, so I’m really suspecting conscience is just the electricity making our lamp shine, but we are the lamp and not the electricity. That theory would also explain why shadow realm creatures are seen as empty shells (like a lamp without electricity). The only problem of that is that it goes against the belief that we are our conscience.
Does anyone in here has a light to shine on that question? Why do we lose our conscience when we fall asleep? Are we our conscience or not?