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Hi! My mom, who I was extremely close with, died in 2022 from colon cancer. She was only 50. I’ve been utterly heartbroken from her death. I still haven’t accepted it. I am not sure what I believe in anymore. I want to believe there’s life after death so badly but lately I’ve been so skeptical. I just want to have faith that she’s still out there and that one day I will be with her again.
My mom always thought I had intuitive abilities, and so had I but since she’s been gone I’ve felt so closed off from my spiritual side. So I’ve been meditating in hopes of connecting with her in my dreams.
For the last month or so I have been having dreams of her and in them she’s always mad or annoyed with me. It’s gut wrenching. We were so close. Of course we fought occasionally but we loved each other so much. I’m scared she’s upset with me, if she’s even out there still. I guess I just want to know if you guys believe our loved ones come to us in dreams. I hate to think my mom hates me or is annoyed with me or disappointed in me. It breaks my heart. I want signs from her so badly but not like this. Does anyone have any advice? Is it because I’m skeptical? Is that why I feel like I can’t connect? Would that cause nightmares like this?
