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I am speaking to you now from the very top of a mountain. Having climbed into the sky, communing with Hathor all the way up. As I climbed into the clouds it has rained on me and the mist flowed around and through the trees. Before I left I consulted the cards and was greeted with the six of swords, judgement, and the six of wands: Great change comes from today.
As I climbed I felt the energy build, I felt my goddess walking beside me. I offered my heart to her: 'teach my heart to soar' 'teach me to love myself that I may fully love another' and I meant it. Many times I almost stopped, but I promised myself I would not stop until I had reached the top. Then. Mere metres from the top I encountered fear, I walked into I spider web and decided I had come far enough, and suddenly there was silence.
Why? I thought. Was this not enough? Had I not done enough? I drew another card and encountered death reversed, and suddenly it all made sense. You see, witches. All too often, fear is friendly, fear is rational, at least to us. Fear is easy because it is logical in the moment. But it was not my friend. I turned around again and fulfilled my promise and my moment of revelation was equally small and subtle but no less profound. Where I am is not rational, what I have done is not rational but here I am, understanding a small thing in my bones.
Brothers and sisters, seek a discomfort of your own choosing. Not risk. Not danger. Push against that soft persuasive voice that tells you not to touch the sky. It is lying to you.
Love to all of you on this blessed day.
