He passed in a suspicious way, and I feel robbed of my connection and relationship with my papa. Is anyone able to connect with him?

[Trent]

He passed in a suspicious way, and I feel robbed of my connection and relationship with my papa. Is anyone able to connect with him?

Discussion

[TheSaltyTarot]

He seems like a good guy. Did this happen recently?

[mimimiperrito]

Did he have eczema or psoriasis? Because im itchy!

He says he had this particular cream tube that he HATED because he…..ok he insists I blurt it out…HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATEDDDD that cream. It got all over his laced pillowcase and blanket. He doesnt even want to remember it and Im like why you reminding me then???
Hahaha he is hilarious.

Your father and im assuming he is your biological birth father, he had a diabetic crisis 3 times, is that correct? I heard that the first 2 times he was in this dark room and couldnt see anything but it was almost like he had overexerted his physical activity and he just plopped on the floor and fainted!!! He is showing me the number 3 and it stands for 3 things: go to the doctor and get checked for diabetes, this all happened within 3 years close to his passing, and these 3 diabetic attacks occured within 3 days-3 weeks.

He doesnt want you to go to Heaven yet. He says its not your time.

Does diabetes or about 2-4 other health issues run in your family? He keeps saying that the diabetes comes from his side of the family and the coronary heart disease comes from your mothers side. I see an open hole in the heart on your mother, dead or alive, this isnt a warning for your mother, but his advice is to always always always check with the doctor the moment you feel ANYTHING. And always follow the doctors orders.

He is showing me a sandollar, and thats my symbol that yes your childhood was perfect and he spent most of his days counting the seconds literal seconds!!!! Of when he was going to see you next!

Are you parents divorced? He says they got divorced when you were an adult.

This is his message and what he is trying to say: Keep the happy laughter alive! Laughter really is the best medicine. Remember me as the good memories and those are the memories that will hold onto you and Ill live again. And always be honest. Do your work. Put yourself into the world and take time to freely express your heart. Its not time to quit. Its time to breathe!!!!!

He says he would never ever would have exchanged his past and life the way he lived it with you all. Its the life that will be the Pinacle of his career as an officer.

So he is happy to see you happy. And cry if you need to. *hugs* feel better OK? Bye!