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Hello all! (TW mental health) I’m Marissa, I was 5 when our family moved into my childhood home with what i didn’t know until recently was demonic activity. i lived there with my family from 5-18 , we left when i was 18 and i’m now 22. Sounds extreme but unfortunately it’s revisiting not just the new home and my boyfriends but trying to spiritually attack me now in stretched out periods through my dreams and giving my dad and partner night terrors. i’m a baby medium and found out the hard way there’s attachment.
i thought for too long it was the spirit of a negative older man who terrorized my family, that i let visit our new home. It gave everyone in the old home beyond normal nightmares, sleep paralysis, and exacerbated mental illness. Because it yelled at me when i was little, i gave it credit for me figuring out i’m a psychic medium and thought eventually i would be able to read and figure out what “his” issue was when i felt i was ready. (i know) In the home I endured emotional abuse that resulted in trauma I developed PTSD, anxiety and depression, along with severe chronic health problems like Cyclic Vomiting Syndrome and a paralyzed stomach. i see how this affects my spiritual state and how things try to affect me. Also why i need advice as i’ve never tried to remove anything permanently before.
I was revisited the same week as a cleanse this week, it gave me a nightmare i felt it’s energy so hardcore i became lucid. i once again had to envision a white light then white tower through me of peace bc this thing feels so icky, i asked/told it to leave my dream and me and it left after what felt like 10 mins. it likes to hang out in the laundry room here. What do you recommend, are there mantras you use? Is there any specific spell or ritual you use for protection and banishment? How would you go about cutting something like this for yourself or a family member? I picked up rosemary, basil, pirul, and ruda with a candle. is there any methods you go about using these? i feel multiple of my guides popping in the house including the kitchen and behind me on the couch to protect me but i’m not one that gets clear messages from them. The intense visitations are more spread out which is amazing just need the extra push. i do realize i will need an experienced medium for this, and need to continue going to therapy and help my external circumstances. Any advice, tips, or insight would be amazing! if you’re reading thank you so much, any comment is deeply appreciated