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Crossposting this in case it’s more suited to this community. So I’m not actively practicing any kind of witchcraft or occult practices but I’ve been having issues with what I think are spirits. My knowledge is limited because I’m still in the researching phase but this has been happening before I started getting into the occult seriously.
For the past few months, I haven’t felt safe closing my eyes. There’s been this looming, uncomfortable feeling that something is standing over me when I close my eyes at night. I suffer from hypnogogic hallucinations but generally they’re more like huge swarms of bugs crawling everywhere than shadowy figures but there was one instance of a figure that disappeared after I realized I was awake. It used to only be at night that I would get that looming uncomfortable feeling but it’s started getting worse. Now my brain will start picturing these awful “demonic” looking figures when I close my eyes. It’s completely unprompted, my brain just starts doing it automatically and none of them look familiar, like my brain is just picturing things I’ve seen in books/TV/movies, etc.
Now it’s happening during the day too. Yesterday I was in the shower and I got water in my eyes and I got this horrible feeling that something was in the bathroom with me when I closed my eyes and my brain immediately started picturing this creature. They never look the same either. They’re always different. I don’t know if there’s actually something there or if it’s just my brain. My mental health is not good right now, hence why I’m not practicing because I’ve read certain practices can be downright dangerous to try if you’re not mentally sound. But things like this aren’t common for me when my mental health starts slipping. At first I blamed it on too many horror movies, though I don’t usually watch horror movies pertaining to ghosts or demons because they hit a little too close to home on the scale of downright terrifying and realistic (19 years in a Christian church there’s some things you can’t just stop believing in overnight because they were so ingrained in you.) Now I’m not so sure. I’m getting to the point where it’s hard to sleep but there’s been no other activity other than this just looming sense that there’s something there constantly day and night.