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Hi there,
I read some of you and think wow, this is your daily life.
My traject is made of flair-up to nothingness.
As far as I remember I have always been a channeller. It’s part of me and my memories. Although it seemed totally natural to me when I was a child. Peoples said I had a great fantasy, I would say I was never alone, there were always “people” around me, speaking to me. Mostly nice, sometimes not at all.
Spirits came to me and announced the death of my father 2 years upfront so I’ll get a chance to mourn. I cried for some days unwilling to leave my father.
Then puberty hit and I got more involved in my body.
But everything in life always felt like a movie to me. Almost less real than the rest.
After my marriage it felt that I buried all of this in a deep deep grave and left it behind.
Life was “normal” until my divorce.
Suddenly after rough rough time I got harshly awaken and it felt like I was open to the whole world. Even going to the supermarket was hard as I felt/heard everyone that passed by.
I eventually stayed as much as possible at home.
It was a real burden.
A reiki master taught me how to control it.
And I did EMDR (which was really a spiritual experience to me) for past traumas.
Since a couple of years now I can access it if I am invited to.
Otherwise it stays close.
I am missing the intensity of my previous connections and it feels like half of both world.
I know my angels, guides are always there, I received countless proof of life after death, beautiful moments.
When we say it’s a gift, it is really what that is, a gift. You do not choose what is inside, it is given.
I often wonder what I shall do with that gift, is there any reason to have it?
I can help people from time to time, I can channel their dead, I can appease myself when I call my guides in period of distress, they are always there.
Still I wonder why me ? What am I supposed to do more with it?
Is it just an extra tool to go through life? Am I supposed to help more? Why do I have to witness our demons, lies and pretentions without doing anything?
I mean if I open myself I see a lot of good but a lot of suffering too.
I try to send love and light, picturing the suffering and make it go through the light but I do not even know if that is right.
I know I have it, I am just not sure what I shall do with it…Any others that found answers ?
Any wise advices?
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How to keep my gift going ? What am I supposed to do with it?
updated 2 years, 7 months ago
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Gain experience. Maybe look into other topics on entities etc to always know who you are channeling. Best advice is to find your own truth within and you’ll never be deceived. I’m saying that because I’ve noticed quite a lot of propaganda in books or what/who other people seem to be channeling. Best of luck! 😊
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Definitely still at the stage where you need to learn shielding and meditation.
Another thing that comes to mind is the saying about how our gifts don’t belong to us, but to our communities. 🙂
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Read the alchemist
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Hi there thank you for allround comment although it didn’t resonate with me.
I am protecting myself quite good actually.
As I tried to explain (english isn’t my first language, I am french)
It’s always difficult to explain what I actually feel.
Even in French.
I do not want or feel that I can use my gift for money.
I can use it yo talk to the dead and make some living people more open about it.
I cannot really bring lost souls to the light and do not feel it is my task.
I have been told by my guides that I am a “warrior of truth”.
I still have trouble to define my role in that spectrum.
I wonder how you use your gifts and how it was revealed to you how to…
I would be grateful 🙏 if you shared your stories.
I believe, I know even, I just do not know what I should do.
I guess deep down I know that this is about me incarnating the love and showing the truth of this life.
Maybe nothing more and foremost: nothing less (this is already rather demanding:) )All in all there is so much I know while there is so much I don’t…
