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Hey guys. I just came across this subreddit and finally feel like I could share this to a group of ppl.
My dad died 2 months ago, I was very close to him. And since he died, I had to start my junior year in college, moving in to a new place, all by myself. And mind you I’m in New York meanwhile my family is in Jakarta, Indonesia. It was a whirlwind.
I still think about the fact that I was not there during my dad’s last month. I’ve been trying to make up for lost time and lost words by praying and meditating and I feel his presence strongly when I call him. Like in taxi rides at night I would be alone and scared (being a woman in their 20s in NY, duh), and I would just call his name and I feel like he’s just beside me smiling and saying “you’re going to be fine”.
One night, I had just received a news of my friend who committed suicide. I was shocked, even though we weren’t intensely talking, he was a special person who loves the same things I do. I felt so powerless at the moment and couldn’t think of anything else other than my dad and my friend. I was crying the whole night to my dad screaming “how do I handle this by myself?”.
Lately by then, I was questioning whether my dad’s presence that I have been feeling is my coping mechanism or that I’m spiritually connected to him. That night after I cried myself to sleep, he visited me in my dream. He was in our home of 13 yrs now, playing with his phone. I asked everyone at the house are you seeing him right now? I kept on talking to him but no one seemed to see his body, and I said to everyone “dad’s here, he’s here. I’m talking to him right now what are you talking about?” And no one believed me.
5 years ago I was in LA, October 23rd 2016. Watching a show of my favorite band. It was the eve of my dad’s birthday in the US but it was already his birthday in Jakarta. 4 days ago, I was back in California, seeing the same band after 2 years not being on tour. The frontman dedicated one song to me and my dad on stage. I had sent him about the crazy timing and that I played their music before I buried my dad. He responded the letter but I didn’t think he would dedicate a song to me and my dad. Kid you not, I saw my dad standing beside him on stage. His light was shining very bright.
I don’t know what all of this means for me, but I feel like I’m connected to a higher energy through my dad. Let me know what you guys think!
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I don’t know what this means.. I lost my dad 2 months ago and the energy has been overwhelming
updated 2 years, 5 months ago
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I recommend you read “Journey of Souls” by Michael Newton and you’ll know basically everything you’ll ever want to know about what’s really going on behind the scenes.
Souls generally stay around and connect with everyone left behind to ensure they are fine before they leave. But they come back here and there, especially if you reach out to them. They have no trouble hearing you. All souls connect into one, like drops of water forming an ocean, and thoughts cannot be hidden from each other because of that.
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It doesn’t matter what we think – it matters what YOU feel. No one will ever understand the depth and beauty of these moments for you. They are meant for you. ❤️
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Your experience resonates with mine. I too miss my dad a lot. He passed in 2009 and I still see him in my dreams a lot. In my dreams he is always his young self and we are like buddies doing things together and he guides me through difficulties.
The strangest thing ever happened was a couple of days after he passed, I had a lucid dream in which I saw a poem written by him. I could clearly identify his hand writing and the content of the poem. To this day, I still remember that poem by heart. In the poem, he encouraged me to open up and communicate more to others because that’s the lesson he has learned in his life.
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The only important thing is your interpretation of his spirit and his energy’s connection to you. There is no need to question, if you feel it that clearly, as you are the authority to answer if it is his spirit connecting with you. I wish you all the best, and condolences on his passing.
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This was so comforting to read. ♥️
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It’s real. You are loved. Be well. 🙂
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What a beautiful connection you have with him. His presence is strong, I’m sure you can feel all his love vibes as soon as he’s with you. I was like that with my grandpa when he had passed, when his spirit came around it was so strong it brought tears to my eyes. It’s just a lovely confirmation that he is still with you ❤️
