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I’m not really a spiritual person, but I feel like this is the only place I can post about this without being thrown into a mental institute. The title pretty much explains it. No, I’m not suicidal, I just don’t like my life. I never have. I have even told my parents that I will never forgive them for conceiving me. That’s how much I hate life. I have the worst luck when it comes to love and just fortune in general. This world makes me feel like I’m not good enough and the way my luck treats me makes me feel like I’m not wanted, like whoever is out there is trying to get me to give up at all costs for some reason. Not making this post to ask for a free reading I just need to vent to people who have a better understanding of the things around us that are unseen by the naked eye. I guess what I’m trying to get out of this is advice from y’all since you have a better understanding of spirits and what not.
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I don’t like the life I was given.
updated 3 years, 2 months ago 1 Member · 9 Replies
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I feel a lot for you because I see disempowerment and it’s unwarranted because you are a powerful creator in your life experience.
Your post indicates to me that you’re ready to choose a different reality. But in order to manifest different experiences you’ll have to start thinking different thoughts.
I’m super interested in what meditation may reveal to you about yourself. What thoughts do you have on loop?
You basically need to level up by vibing up. “Bad luck” is a belief you have about yourself but it doesn’t mean it’s actually true.
Please stop saying “I hate my life.” Your words are very powerful and reinforcing vibes to the universe. Best way to ensure you hate your life is to tell yourself you hate your life over and over and over and over. Shit to hate will pop up everywhere.
You’re powerful and you’re the one calling the shots here. You already showed us all that you’re fed up with your old way of thinking and done with the reality it created….so now go mediate and watch what crap pops up as you journey inward to heavenly peace. You’ll find your way internally, not externally. Xox
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It’s a starting place or it was for me. It doesn’t have to be for you but it might help to see if it can ahine any light on you.
Sometimes, life beats us down because we let it. Let me ask are there anything that makes you exvmcited, happy, passionate?
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You should be in therapy to undestand you hate for life. This is the energy you generate, it is the energy you get back.
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What are some of your favorite things, like foods, movies, music, hobbies, places, etc?
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I would like to share this think with you : [www.ssrf.org](https://www.ssrf.org). Read through the website and see what it has to offer you. Also there are YouTube videos as well.
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I know exactly how you feel. Im 36 years old and Ive been feeling as if the world has been against me from birth. I mean durimg my mom’s pregnancy with me, she was giving a prediction or a fortune, by a random person with abilities that her child and her husband could not co-exis; one of us would die. With this information, my father split from us whrn I was one. I have carried that since birth and when tikes get hard I have become helpless feeling as if it were my fault and my bad luck.
When I turned 14, I had a event happened where I wanted to end my life and actually flatlined. I met my grandfather who told me it wasn’t my time and that I was meant for more. Since then, I have looked into my astrological chart, meditation and positive affirmation. Sometimes when our lives are hard, it’s because we’re meant to experience it and relate it.
I realize that I am actually a bright light in this dark workd and that everyone who comes into my life does so because they need to heal and needs a part of my light, even if it’s just a temporary rest. This of course is more spiritual. But the concrete evidence in the world has already presented itself. I was a tutor in my college days and because of my enthusiasm many first generation students have gone onbyo get there BA and beyond. When I met thrm, they were unsure of their choices and paths. Many were afraid to go against their parents wishes (as we’re all Asian) but have followed theur dreams.
Don’t despair. Look into your astrological chart and research. Not everything will fit to a T or resonate but take the part that does and apply it to your life. Don’t close yourself off, I feel you’re meant for something other than the suffering you have felt. But because of it, its hard to see the parh before you.
You are not helpless. You have the power to get up and move. If you are afraid of disappointments, know you’re not alone. I’m here to talk with you if you like. There’s no rush but giving up and wallowing or staying in the darkness of the pain won’t do you any good.
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It seems like the problem to me is you have difficulty taking an interest in things which means you don’t have consistent access to a source of joy and motivation in your life. With this time on your hands, you turn your focus to the familiar and comfortable space of resentment because your mind is desperately trying to make sense of things and this is the largest source of data you have. Ask yourself what would make you happy or engaged and don’t stop looking until you find the answer.. you aren’t cursed, you’re just stuck in a dark closet and need to remember that you have the means to get out of it and look around.
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I’m in the same place.
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It sounds like you might be suffering from depression, honestly. If it is possible, I would look into therapy and talking to a doctor or psychiatrist. Everything shouldn’t feel like a gruelling slog to the top of Mount Everest is why I say that.
