I have questions!!! Please help!!

[Nicolina]

Hi to whoever sees this! First of all, I believe I’m an empath. I suffer from strong emotions as it is because I have bpd, but I also genuinely feel other people’s emotions and sometimes even feel like I can feel their illness or pain, etc. That’s not the only reason I believe I’m an empath though, I read about empaths and meet all the supposed criteria.
Anyways! My whole life I’ve always had those little moments with what I’ve thought are maybe spirits. As a child I’d get sleep paralysis, lights would flicker, and I’d feel as though something is there, and hide away..now these moments have never stopped as I’ve grown older. We moved to a new house when I was 13 and I’d hear footsteps (my mum NEVER gets up during the night), lights flicker, I’d see masses, the animals would act really strange and stare upstairs and you could hear the creaky part where you walk with nobody up there etc. And honestly I never ever thought too much about it. I shrugged it off. But over the last couple of years, I’ve actually felt kind of connected in some way I don’t know how to explain. Things would tug at my clothes or my hair now and then, I just moved into a new place with my partner and within the first week our painting above our bedhead fell and I woke instantly with a scream. Other little things have been happening too, the house is freezing despite the tiny size of it and the heatpump, things always fall off benches or shelves or desks, this one part of the oven always disconnects itself, and things go missing or end up in really strange places. Now, I just woke from a dream where I believe there were two spirits. One felt bad, it was a black silhouette except they were on the ceiling, and then something scared it away and it crawled across the ceiling and out the door. The other spirit, though they weren’t a person, mass, silhouette at all, I could just feel her and speak with her, was my nana who passed away before I was even born. I can’t remember what we spoke about, but it was nice and she’d do this thing where she’d like pass through me and I’d get the strangest body sensation. After we spoke, I woke up. Oh, also, I’m not afraid when I think I feel or see spirits anymore like I was as a child, I allow them as they are and just let them be. Do any of you think this means anything or am I reaching? Thank you if you read!

Discussion

[TheSaltyTarot]

These are pretty normal as far as early psychic experiences go. What would you like to do about them?