I re-opened my third eye… After 15 years

[Nicolina]

I was born with the ability to see the dead and as I grew up I kept meeting “scarier looking ones” which placed a lot of fear within me [which thanks to my brain blocked a majority of my youthful memories]. Also not to mention but the owner of the house, before my family. The wife was into a lot of demonic stuff and she would hex or curse people… anybody she wanted, so that meant she left a lot of bad “things” in the house…

My family (mainly my mother’s side) has a long line of family gifts. An example would be my mother who can hear the mumbles of the dead, feel them, read people, and predict certain things in the near future. Not to mention she has her veins crossed. I on the other hand was given the gift of seeing, hearing, and feeling. She wanted me to embrace my gifts, but I couldn’t… I mean as a kid even bath time became fearful.

Let me give you a visual from just one of the many stories.

You’re a kid in the tub playing with your toys until you feel a presence in the bathroom, so you look up… you see a lady floating off the ground, she has stab wounds all over her body, she’s bloody. She begins to glide herself closer to you, her face has no emotion. So with fear filling you up, you scream for your mom, and then she vanishes. Um yeah, as a kid who never watched horror movies you’d be freaked the f out and wouldn’t want to sleep at all! Not to mention because they would never shut the f up! during the night, So the lack of sleep of a 6-year-old progressing with white hairs and under-eye bags just wasn’t a good look. So my mother takes me to this place downtown to have a man close my 3rd eye.

He would ask me questions. Ask me what he was holding in his hand, like a dice or something. He would ask me which hand had what, and I would always get them right. (Honestly, I should’ve kept my gift bc then I would have won the lottery) anyways he asked me to look under the table (keep in mind the room was very bright) but when I looked it was complete darkness, I couldn’t even see past my thighs. I told him there was something there and he agreed that I had the gift, so he closed it. Asked me to look back under the table again and I was able to see my feet, the floor, his legs. And I couldn’t see them again. Well not as clearly as I could, I would see them as shadows, I could feel them, hear them. But as I grew older… I guess they, or myself just faded further away… and I always felt so detached from everything since. So I began meditating with moldavite and lybian dessert glass, and I believe that it opened my eye again. I can see the outlines of figures (or can tell where they are standing exactly), I can feel them more, I can hear them on rare occasions but they sound like gibberish but I can feel the emotions they would speak with. I’m not sure what to do now… I need guidance.

Sorry for the long rant, and thank you for taking your time to read this. I’m 20 years old now and I want to reconnect with myself again. I also have to mention that I’ve seen and heard angles, well the one I saw might have been the devil bc of a house I went to… but idk. Anyways thanks, any advice you may have would be so much help for me!! It’s only been a week into my journey and I need to know what to do next to advance further.

I want to get to a point where I can see them as clearly as I remembered them…

Discussion

[tangiblelemon]

I think you’ll just need to delve into the foundations and mechanics of mediumship whether through books, online info, or training from a reputable medium. It will help you remember how to use your clairs (clairvoyance, clairaudience, clairsentience, etc…) but also give you an understanding of what you experienced – and now that you’re older you’ll understand how to control your abilities which must have been pretty unsettling when you were younger. If your third-eye was ‘closed’ it would have been closed by an aspect of yourself, your conscious or subconscious. It sounds like you’re able to overcome that now. If you’re up for traveling there’s a place: Lily Dale in New York state you might be interested in. Also the Arthur Findlay College in the U.K.

[TheSaltyTarot]

How do you feel now, spiritually, and how do you expect you’ll feel once you’ve reawakened your Sight?