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Discussion
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I feel like I look for signs and symbols in everything. If not, I ask for them and try to remain open. But they aren't there.
Several years ago I felt constantly in tune with something beyond me. Not sure what happened, but the last few years feel like a constant struggle toward developing deeper psychic abilities.
To this day, no matter how much I pray, I don't see or feel anything beyond me. No matter how much I try to stay open and have faith, nothing. I'm starting to feel hurt and defeated and wonder if my goals are silly, and if maybe it's just not my journey to have gifts. I want to so badly, and not for bad reasons, but maybe it's just not in the cards. No pun intended
