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So the first instance I remember I was around 6ish give or take. We had a family dog who was very old. I remember sitting down with him and crying to him about how much I loved him and I didn’t want him to go. Very soon after he went to the woods by our house to be alone so he could pass. My family found him took him to the vet where they had to put him down because his stomach had flipped. Then when I was about 13-14 I think, we had another dog, after my parents divorced. (When they were together they had gotten 2 puppies when I was 8). She was only 5 when she got sick, so her sickness was sudden and very quick. I then had the strong urge to tell her how much I loved her and how much of a wonderful dog she’d been. And told her about all the memories I had with her. We had to have her put down days later due to liver and gallbladder failure (we fed her beneful which today has been recalled because of those cases). Now (age 22) at my dads house one of the two dogs there had already passed. But one is still left and he’s 13 or 14 y/o has diabetes and is blind. I recently saw him and had that very strong urge to just sit and hug him and again tell him what an amazing dog he is. I’m just waiting to hear from my dad saying he’s passed. It crushes me.. but I know he’s going to be with his brother. Or where ever he wants to be.
Is this some sort of sense? I’ve also been experiencing almost like a deja vu but feels like I’ve lived this life before. With certain situations I’ve just known things were gonna be okay in the future like I’d already lived through it. It stopped me in my place one day because I have never lived THIS life before. Could this be my clairvoyance developing more? Am I starting to see more future things? Idk if they’d be visions or not. But with the dogs I’ve always felt close to animals and having this just knowing ability. I would like to understand it more and develop it more. What do you guys think it may be?