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Discussion
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The final straw for me, and when I finally decided to look into this and think to myself how unconventional this is, was when I was helping my relative move things into a new location for them.
I was alone, walking through this dark space, hauling a heavy load to a room, automatic lights lit up, it was 2, maybe 3 am. I was calm, content, thinking about sleeping in the next day, and planning my weekend.
Suddenly, like other times, four of them flashed in my mind, their exact positions in the space I was in, holes for eyes, and holding sharp nail boards. Hissing. Approaching slowly. Speaking a language I didn’t understand. Nor did I want to understand.
I made no effort to create this image in my mind, just like all the others flashing in my mind. This has been happening to me my entire life. Since I was a very small child. Since I could remember.
I never told many people because I don’t want to be labeled as crazy, but it wasn’t until recently that I found out this doesn’t happen to many other people… also, not many individuals are going to believe that something kept pulling on my legs and feet when I was a child as I would try to go to sleep. And many other scenarios. It’s led me to a habit where I always wrap my blanket under my feet to “protect” them.
Or seeing various dark entities looming behind the bodies of the people that use to bully me, or by a friend occasionally. I could go on and on about my experiences.
I have been opening up more about this to family, and to some friends, and I have been hearing, “I have never experienced anything like that. That is not normal.” Or, “It sounds like you can see through the veil.” As well as, “Rebuke them in the name of Jesus.”
Does anyone have any advice? Any of their own stories? Or information that could better help me understand this?
I also want to note, I do not watch “scary” movies, or ready scary books, I wasn’t allowed to watch much movies growing up because of a strict upbringing. I say this because a friend brought up how my mind may be trying to replicate images I’ve already seen. However, the things I see, I have never seen in my entire existence to date in the real world. I’ve never seen art images recreated of these beings either.
This has been inspiring me to get back into art and writing. To be able to recreate the images I see. I have been doing lots of research in my free time, but there’s also a ton of confusing information out there.
Thank you, and I really appreciate this sub!! I hope you’re all having a good weekend so far.
