Learn How to Hone Medium/ Psychic Abilities ????

[Nicolina]

Since I was a very little girl, probably around 4 years old is when it began, I’ve had premonitions of upcoming events that I could not have known were going to happen. When I was 8, my then single mother moved herself, my little brother and I, into a new house. I immediately told her the house was haunted. I was not afraid. The house was haunted by a little boy who felt non-threatening.

As I got older, around 10, I felt there was something more sinister in her house and became terrified. The little boy was still there but there was something else too. I moved out at 18. My mom still lives there and I’m still scared to sleep in my old bedroom. I’m 32 next month.

I’ve moved a dozen times, I’ve lived in 3 states now and I have “experiences” everywhere I live. I try not to get scared by it but I suffer from vivid hallucinations at night when I might actually be asleep. My husband says I have night terrors and they keep him awake almost every night. Thankfully, my husband believes me and agrees that I have some kind of ability he’s never seen before.

Since we met, we both have lost several loved ones and my experiences have been more personal.

Lately, I’ve been hallucinating our bedroom fig tree plant, is morphing into my recently deceased mom-in-law. I feel her presence weekly.

I want to learn how to hone these abilities and understand how it is possible to see beyond the our worldly dimension. I would go deeper into the experiences I’ve had but I would have to write a book there are so many. I just wish I was better at communicating and accepting it.

I don’t want to feel afraid of it anymore. I don’t want to wake up 5 out of 7 nights screaming because I see something that isn’t physically there.

When I dream, I don’t feel like I’m asleep, I feel like I am in a different world where the rules of our world do not apply. My dreams are so vivid I feel like I’m living a double life. To be honest, I am exhausted all the time.

I have recurring dreams of people I haven’t seen in a decade and I feel like I’m actually talking to them. I dream about something and days, months, weeks, even years later, it manifests into reality.

At the beginning of the pandemic in the US (March 2020) I experienced 2 occasions when I felt like I’d been visited by something otherworldly. During these visits, it felt as if I was able to almost… download information from the visit. I am unable to even describe what I experienced then.

I worry if I talk to people about things I see in my dreams, or if I tell people like my family – “Hey, my husband’s dead mother is contacting me.” They will just think I’m crazy.

That being said, I don’t want to be opening doors that could unleash something dark and I feel that not having a mentor and the correct information, exploring this on my own, may not be a wise move.

Can any of you recommend advice, books, mentors, guides or even simply offer some validation? I’m new to admitting this but not new to feeling things beyond the ordinary.

Discussion

[JoyPlant69]

Esoteric books to start growing the gifts to read people sense the intuition becomes recognition, everything its as you already foresee , its a sometimes ( always ) lonely state when you cant relate to people or share the astral journeys , the entity engaging, and believe me as you become.closer to the whole, the collective counciousness of the cosmic Core if you become one you will gain access to a lot of realms or dimensional places like stairs on a good chain go up use a merkabah ( to meditate) as you can astral project easily beware of microcosm or lower cosmic level , stay on the enlightened side