less able to protect and project my energy?

[Madelyn]

community,

I am clairsentient /clairvoyant and have medium abilities. I have been trying to connect with my guides but instead feel intense pressure on my forehead. I have connected with many spirits in the past- people like us except they have at times tried to transfer negative energies (maybe guilt/regret directed at me) that I have been protected by, but recently my barriers haven’t been as strong.
I have set up protective barriers but they fade so easily and I know my energy is being drained for various reasons- I am having immense trouble regaining/cleansing my energy and not being either drained, blocked, or unprotected. I have tried to connect with my guides through 9 blue dice found in my path over the summer, as well as through meditation, and as I said when I try to reach them I get a pounding headache. Automatic Writing is difficult as a connection method because I am focused on legibility. Any advice is so appreciated and I wish you all warmth in your journey in this moment.

Discussion

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You are either creating this for yourself out of fear, or something greater is happening and will ultimately be for your highest good.

[awesome_awesomeness]

It may also help to work with some Black Tourmaline to recenter yourself and build yourself up to be able to work with these challenges psychically. I hope that helps!

[AthanasiaStygian]

If you cast spells, try an unblocking spell. I do not feel like you caused this, I feel like someone is blocking you from your abilities.

[abhishek1919]

Foreskincancer :/

[TheSaltyTarot]

Is the transfer of negative energy always a bad thing in itself?

[Breck_int]

We are being tested because we have to be strong for more. You have to remember to be confident, and to look fear into the eyes and scare it back.

I absorb so much horrible energy off of everyone and I’m always very affected by it. You can’t let yourself absorb everything, view yourself and your emotions from a third perspective that I call Gods perspective.

I have been struggling with this myself and my friend taught me a simple trick.

When you feel the darkness overwhelming you, Imagine the sun is setting in front of you and really feel it. Let the darkness fill in with the sun being gone and then flip the world and leave everything behind in the darkness. Watch the sunrise on the other side and let the warmth of the sunrise heal you. The light isn’t gone it’s just spreading love elsewhere.
If it doesn’t work quite yet do it again and again and usually by the third day all the bad energy will be gone.

I have been instructed that the truth and the answers that I am desperately trying to find will be found through meditation and sitting with yourself. You will be told the truth when you are ready but you are not ready now. The truth of it all is too much. You have to get through your mental blocks first.

[masterkarr]

When the student is ready the teacher will come. Or translated to my experience with psychic energy. When I am ready I will receive only as much as I am meant to receive. Also, sometimes we are meant to receive answers. Sometimes we have to make our own decisions without relying on others. I sense that you are at some sort of impass and are looking for direction. Perhaps the psychic block you are experiencing is your answer that you must make a decision by your own accord and without influence. Trust in who you are, know yourself and believe in yourself.