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[Jessica]

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Discussion

[queenbla_nk]

Golden lenormand

Stars+ship+ring+tower+letter

Central – ring
Can either mean going in circles or a commitment

Stars+ship
Happy travels*

Ship+ ring
Long distance relationships or international contracts and agreements**

Ring+tower
Isolation, problems, loneliness

Tower+letter
Company memo***

Stars+letter
Good news

Ship+tower
Travelling alone*

Lilies-timing-winter

The parts where I marked with an ✳️ asterisk don’t make sense to me. Perhaps I am reading too literally or not deep enough but I wonder if possibilities are in there.

I’ll explain

*Happy travels, travelling alone
I don’t have a car s so most of the places I go to I just walk. However I’ve been taking the bus lately. There’s some record store I want to go to but I’m afraid to go on a route because it requires getting on two buses and I’m afraid I’ll get lost. Could this possibly mean I’ll be okay on the trip? That I’ll make it okay tell the bus alone instead of hitting a Lyft driver?

**Long distance relationships or international contracts and agreements
The only way I can think that this may be pertinent is that a friend of mine from Holland is helping me through this hard time. Certainly don’t have any international contracts coming my way.

***Company memo
Walmart doesn’t really give memos. However! I am looking for a new job that would do this. It requires assessments and interviews. Could that mean I’ll get a new job? I am leaning to this possibility because the numerology is 1 (new beginnings)

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The question is “what do I need to know about me and (name redacted for privacy). We are not on speaking terms right now and it’s a bit of an odd situation I’m trying to understand but having a hard time doing so (isolation, problems, loneliness, ring+tower). Could that combo possibly mean he misses me and I am taking things more personal than I should?

I’m also questioning if the presence of these two events if they may be the catalyst for the next move forward, perhaps the good news is a reconciliation? Perhaps I will run into them on this travel?

I do not know exactly what to read into this.

[Thick_Tie_1159]

A relationship is in question. You want to go to the next step with a man but you have put him on a pedestal. He is somewhat sensitive but also egotistical. He enjoys the power dynamic created within your relationship. The deepened connection will mean travel. Did you want to move in together or something? You need to remember who you are and step back into your power. You have put too much of yourself into this relationship and remember that he liked you for who you were at the begining. Even though you want a deeper commitment, you have been thinking of ending things? I’m not sure what that’s about, if it doesnt make sense to you that doesnt matter. There has been a transgression recently. Some news that you have recieved. That led to those thoughts I think.

Basically step into your power. Focus on you. Then decide what YOU really want. You cannot change or manage his behavior.