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I’m around my dad a lot who might be abusive from time to time especially if I let him. Since he raised me or was around when I was growing up so to speak. The patterns I might go through can be easily opened to his behavior and might lead me to poor health.
Example. My crown chakra right now feels like it’s being sucked out. My amethyst doesn’t always help this. I can create a astral shield though it takes a lot of energy to do so. When it’s on a daily basis needing to protect myself psychically most my energy is spent by losing it or defending myself.
He wants things so unconsciously he doesn’t see how his own abilities are being used on me and damage me. I’m considering being unreasonable with him even if he doesn’t understand. Maybe best to lie, like tell him to go check something out to get him to go away. But when he comes to me and instantly infantilizes me, I have no defense. He puts himself above everyone else and guilt trips anything that isn’t better for him no matter how it might be worse for someone else or demeaning. Sometimes it’s ok to speak to him when we both are in alright places, I think my own psyche effects him more than I think. So working on having more
I’m sitting in bed right now and cradling my amethyst.
Perhaps someone might have some techniques I could try out to keep my energy so I don’t feel the need to hide away as much.
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Negative energies being let in
updated 9 months ago
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His astral form is quite malformed and dark, malignant.
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Put a protection spell around yourself, not to excuse this behavior in anyway and you need to get help with this, but just go in your protection bubble, allow words to bounce off but not influence your physical body. Also ground out all that energy before bed, negativity is sticky and reflective, it also gives you horrible nightmares.
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Abstain from meat, try some angelica.
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Thinking about this; it’s because he learned using these emotions will give him control. I won’t get angry or argue because if he feels that way or gaslights me infinitely then he gets control. It’s actually better for my health to lay down and stop fighting which is really fucked because it’s gonna ruin my life in the long term
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I let the backyard door shut carrying my dog in and its 2 am. I know it woke my dad up because I felt my headache start again. Hes mad he woke up. He wishes he never woke up to that and wants to go back and hes focusing dark energy on me.
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Do you own any selenite? Ever since I got some I have had a much easier time not absorbing negative energy.
I sleep either holding it or just with it by my bed with other crystals and I get way better sleep. I also just got a pendant so I can have it on me when I’m at work or just out and about.
If you place some in the four corners of your room it should create a safe space for you. Perhaps a pyramid of it under your bed as well.
