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Today is my birthday. As I sit here in the morning I have spoken repeatedly out loud to nobody but myself…. “please send me a sign.”
I’ve asked my dad, my recently deceased (adult) niece, and some others to please send me a cardinal or bluebird right now. Being that this is winter, it would even be naturally or scientifically coincidental should one appear. I keep looking up from my phone every few seconds…
Nothing.
Not even a different bird of any type. There’s 2 specific bushes I’m looking at right now. I’ve asked out loud and in my head….please someone if you’re there just send a cardinal or bluebird to either of these trees right now… please! I’m here, I’m listening, I’m waiting and I’m praying for this bird to come RIGHT NOW so that I know you’re with me on my birthday and that you hear me and I’m not alone and you’re there….
Still nothing.
I write it into existence by posting it here…..
Still nothing has come.
I’ve taken the advice of others on this sub to make a specific request: blue or cardinal bird. Yet not ANY bird has come. Not even one.
Birds are nearby as I hear them singing and chirping, hawks are “caw cawing” in the distance. But not one bird has come for me.
I keep checking and checking.
It’s breaking my heart.
Even if it was a simple coincidence…. it would help me feel better… to even think there’s someone there listening to me and hearing me…
Still nothing.
My birthday wish is (was?) to receive this sign. Just one sign that my dad or niece or others I love who have passed could just send me a bird.
No bird. No anything.
There’s nobody there. Now I think …. there is nothing more after this.