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Discussion
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Over the last few years I have experienced spiritual encounters in dreams and in waking life. For example, I saw a full apparition behind a visitor in my home that looked like his brother. I have sensed loves ones near my coworkers and friends being able to describe feelings and vision in my mind that were accurate. Had visions of places I have never been after my father in law died that my husband knew and they were related to places my husband grew up and memories he had with his dad. I also dreamed of his dad saying to prove it is real he would give me $40 soon. That morning I found $40 at the park. These among other events disturbed me so much that I saw a doctor who does not believe I am mentally ill. For my peace I have been ignoring these things. Now my mom died and I experienced something new but struggling to find other people who share this, maybe I am using the wrong search terms. My mom was found unresponsive with anuerysm, we had to put her in hospice, when they pulled the vent her body lasted barely twenty minutes. Before that, I went to say goodbye and apologize because my dad didn’t want to watch her final moments and I needed to be with him as he was so distraught but desperately wanted to be with her as she was there for me. I told her that her body couldn’t be fixed, that when she is ready to go, though I want her here, to go be with God and her family. I laid my head on her shoulder. Suddenly I heard a pop or loud cracking sound and something on my back. I stood up and the lighting was different, her eyes were open and a white and grey smoke was streaming out of her eyes. I was stunned, shook my head and returned to my final hug. I see stories about a mist lifting but nothing about this crack or pop or streaming smoke from the eyes. Did I see her spirit leave? What was that sound? I can hear it clearly in my mind. Should I be asking else where?