Observations of energies and people

[Mel_AndCholy]

These are examples through my whole life on the energies of people and myself from before I knew I was psychic to the present. These will include those that I know a spirit has left behind and others that are less sure if it’s the person’s energy or an influence from spirit. Some of these feelings I still don’t understand. Some of these I get from well-known individuals as well as everyday people. For the sake of following the rules, I won’t post pictures or name names.

My sight may differ from yours. Feel free to share your opinions and experiences down below.

**Energies spirits have left on me**:

**Attachments:**

I’m been popping in and out of my body for a really long time. My recent awakening last year came with me honing on this astral projection ability. As my sight slowly got better, I started to see a black line on my aura/ or astral form going off into infinity. I knew right away it didn’t feel right. My attempts to break it were at first ineffective. Eventually, I realized this translated to me as a spiritual attachment.

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One time I gave a spirit too much of my time. Sher wanted to assist me, but was temperamental. I had previously shared my experience when another user questioned why a guide would guide me into a dangerous place in my journey, and I can’t help but to agree with this user. I’ve decided not to work with this spirit anymore.

When I first interacted with her/them in an astral journey they were picking pebbles up in my yard and registered as human (tough had an uncanny fae feel. I’m pretty sure they were fae). I dug into the ground with her and a pebble appeared on my nose. It was suspiciously hard to remove. When I did, I found the rune wunjo (joy). She also kept giving gifts. A woven grass necklace that I could look through and see another realm on the other side. She told me to wear it on our journey together so I wouldn’t get lost. This may be another type of attachment.

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**Sharing energies through healing**:

I have worked with a local nature spirit for a while now. She has guided me through my rough patches of my awakening and shadow work and also has also turned away for periods when I would come out stronger in the end. When she would do a large working on me, I would glow afterward. I felt clean, comfortable in my skin, energized and was aware I “smelled like her” This translated to me as a glow. It was easy to see and if I wanted, easy to remove. It naturally faded within a few days.

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She isn’t the only spirit who’s left this on me. I recently encountered part of my energy that was being held onto by something. It was hard for me to discern as this energy was featureless like a melted ice sculpture. I called upon archangel Michael for assistance, asking for his discerning eyes. If it was a deceptive energy, I wanted it gone, but if it’s mine I wanted his assistance in bringing it home. I saw him come in and was engulfed in his neutral intensity. I felt energized and hummed with his energy afterward, which was the answer to my question. I “smelled like him” and this faded naturally within a day.

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**Energies I’ve read on people:**

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Ever since I was a child, I saw certain things on people that didn’t register as anything physically visual. This is also how I ‘see’ spirits. Something looks off or intense in a specific spot, but no visual feedback. Hard to explain.

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It’s rare, but every now and then I’ll come across people that hum with something unpleasant. They look wrong or uncanny. It’s especially intense around the eyes and face. When I was a teen, there was a pastor I didn’t like at church with this on him. Every now and then, I’ll see someone like this at work. I don’t know what it is. Not every bad person has this on them, but I haven’t met one who wa a good person, either. Ever since I was small, I’ve had a strong instinct to stay away from these people. I put on an extra shield when I see them, now. I don’t know what it is.

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More common than above, but still rare- sometimes people look “dry”. There is no spiritual substance to the person. They may be active physically and emotionally, but this doesn’t align spiritually. I see this more common in old pastors than anything else- but not every old pastor has this on him. It isn’t common. I don’t feel danger when I see these people. They just look unwell.

My inlaw we were staying with had this on him. He was apparently buddhist. When he would act spiritual, it didn’t align with what I saw on him. The spiritual attachment described in my first paragraph originated from him. When my partner saw this in a dream I blurted out “but there’s nothing for it to eat! How?” but maybe this is a symptom of being munched on for decades? I don’t know.

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**When people’s energies look “divided”:**

I’m going to start with myself because this is where I’m more certain. I’m no expert. I have read one book about soul loss and cannot be an informative voice on it based on that. I’ve chosen to adopt this viewpoint since it aligns with my own history of de-personalization that resulted from trauma.

I’ve asked the nature spirit I worked with what she saw when she looked at me. “Am I in pieces?” Her answer was that it didn’t translate the same (define separate? I see you), but that I’m not wrong. It’s just a different view point.

My aura use to be spread out before I started healing. Parts of me wonder in my sleep, which a daily practice of ground shield center has helped with. Some of my metaphysical friends have read me, seeing my aura tall and wide and that it looked unusual. My partner has heard and felt parts of me that were negative that we weren’t first certain were me at first. It took a long time for me to not see the negative ones as separate entities. I would see a cord between us, but unlike the black line above it looked white/gray and gummy. I’m more experienced in banishing and cutting attachments now, but no matter what I did it wouldn’t break. I could call in the angels, the four elements and banish it, but this part of me would hold on like a kite in a tornado.

A few of my own lithomancy readings that stuck out to me now stated one shadow self as “Mel’s hatred spirit” or “Mel’s malicious fire spirit”. It took a lot of discernment, learning to trust in the words of more experienced spirit workers and myself to learn these ‘entities’ were me. My life has gotten much better for it.

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I’ve seen this in other people as well. My ability to see auras is infantile at best and isn’t always automatic, but someone’s aura caught my attention one day. His was white with black on the bottom. Everytime he spoke, red and orange came out of his mouth. Next to him floated a small bit of energy white and black with a gummy white link between them. at first I thought it was a spiritual attachment, but it registered to me as baby/small child and I got the sense he was keeping it an arm’s length away. It eventually clicked that it was him. I didn’t look any further.

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**When people’s energies dramatically ‘shift’:**

Sometimes, people die before their body does. When I was 18/19 my family member had cancer. He took the news better than any of us. Looking back with more maturity I think he was just ready to go. Two weeks before he fully passed, he coded in the hospital to be revived. I visited him after school and was stunned at what I saw. He wasn’t my family member anymore. He was sitting up and talking to me, but looked like a corpse. To add to this, he was absolutely confused and kept telling me he was dead. I assure him that because I was still here with him that he was not, but he was baffled. His awareness kept fading and two weeks later he was completely unconscious. I can register a difference in touch between a person awake, sleeping, animal, plant and object. When I held his hand the night before he passed, he felt like a plant versus a person (if that even makes sense) there was nothing left of my family member. Just the mimal keeping his body there. I didn’t fully understand this experience until a decade later when we began a homestead and raised our own food. Processing day, I would see the same shift.

Back when I got into working medical transport for the elderly and disabled, I thought I would see more of it, but I haven’t. Either it was so traumatic I block it out, or it’s uncommon for people to go two weeks before their body. I don’t know.

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(Edit to add)

**Strong energies that register to me as taste and smell:**

Sometimes when I register psychic information that’s strong I can both taste and smell something. Just because you smell something doesn’t mean it is strong. This is what I’ve learned my my own experiences with my clairs.

when I meditate on absorbing salt from the earth or air around me I will taste salt when looking at my aura. If I take energy from the forest, I taste and smell the forest on my aura. It’s also how I know this energy is still on me or faded through the day.

This happened when I had a nasty curse on me as well. My aura had damage that I could see. Shreds, holes, tears. I tried figuring out how to heal it and asked for help. It was accompanied by a sharp metallic taste. Registered to me as “wound” and it was this experience that helped me realize I was in serious need of help.

There’s also a negative side of me I’ve seen in my nightmares for years that causes pain. When it’s near during meditation it has a foul taste/odor.

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I appreciate you reading this far and welcome feedback.

Discussion

[Cactushead1664]

I’m liking your posts, thank you for sharing.

[Danimar3]

I am fascinated by all you have told. Usually one does not hear details about a Mediums/Intuitives perspective on their daily experiences. I enjoyed very much all that you have shared. I could read about this all day. Thank you.

I can say that unfortunately our family too has dealt with a curse also, involved one of my daughters. It was one the worst things that I have ever had to live through. Her demeanour changed dramatically, and Her eyes were telling, in its Color darkened. She was not herself. A lot of craziness happened and unfolded in that space of time. Finally found a Shaman and cleared her energy clean. But I learned so much about dark and light energies. And how important it is to shield our auras and our bodies.
So much to learn about ourselves as light beings. And love that there is this format for us all to share our experiences. ✨✨✨

[AbyssDomme]

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