Okay… as a medium/channel I have been trying to figure things out and have questions! I feel like I have so many different energies and layers around me.

[phoenixphire0808]

I can read energies pretty accurately DEPENDING on the perception of myself at the time as well but I feel like either my discernment or something has just been continually off..

I admit I don’t get outside or work on feeling my own body much so if that’s my duh moment let me know. But I know others who don’t do any meditation or get outside much and manage alright.

Are some of us literally, by being the beacon of light they seek..

And how people talk about us (just just mediums but in general) being portals, ourselves,

Will I ever be fully myself? Or am I just meant to continually transmute energy and be a vessel for merely a mix of .. literally whatever I want to build a canvas of for myself and life and body and spirit and… Dead people?

Also a Scorpio where the whole Anatres thing has been heavy around me for a while now so after looking it up, it has me thinking more.

Discussion

[SinVerguenza04]

This was a little confusing to follow. But I don’t think you’ll fully be yourself until you take the time to work on yourself.