Physical effects of my ability?

[Margaret]

So I kind of have had an ability my entire life, my mom has a similar one though I think she lacks the ability to channel it. I don’t really know anything about this stuff, just kind of what I’ve learned over time but my ability has been giving me issues lately so I wanted to ask if anyone has a similar experience.

So first of all, I have always had scattered dreams and visions of the future, some are straight forward and some are symbolic, I’ve learned to decode them over time. I’ve also been able to sense an entity of some sort that gives me these premonitions, I met them around the time I embraced the abilities and started to understand them more, as my mom reassured me that I wasn’t crazy, just psychic to some extent.

Growing up, I couldn’t tell the difference between the feeling of my dream dreams and my premonition dreams but as I got older I realized the pattern that my dreams would come true if they were followed by one of my “episodes”. This is gross but as a kid I would wake up after wetting the bed, shaking and numb and in a confused panic like I didn’t know who I was.

The episodes got less and less over the years, though I’d still wake up from those dreams in a cold sweat and confused, shaking and crying; I’m always drained and tired the next day. It came out recently that these have been seizures the entire time. I’ve only ever seen one other person mention it a connection but does anyone else get seizures from their visions?

It wouldn’t really bother me much except my visions have been more than half of my dreams, I’ve had bad enough neurological issues that it’s affecting me all throughout the day. Not just seizures but tics so bad that I’m hurting myself and can barely speak at times, possibly because I’ve been having tiny premonitions throughout the day about small things like the weather changing suddenly or someone falling down, to name a few random things.

I feel like I’m going crazy, man. My mom’s been looking into possible physical reasons for the issues bit it doesn’t change the fact that it weirdly correlates with the changes in my ability.

Discussion

[TheSaltyTarot]

I’m sorry to hear that. Mental illness and psychic ability can both exist in the same person and it sucks. I can recommend the basics of meditation, grounding, and shielding, but are you seeing a doctor yourself?

[ReyDa_Rouaghi]

i know exactly what you’re going through , i have had the same thing happen to me maybe i wouldn’t exactly call them seizures but yeah i myself haven’t had a good night sleep in a week and it’s not that i’m not sleeping i get 8 hours every night but wake in the mornings like i never actually went to bed at all look i have no idea how to help you or what is going on with you but i have been wondering for a long time if anyone went through something like i did and was glad to read your post so i just wanted to let you know you are not alone

[PurpleCabbageGod]

I’m not your doctor, I just always will recommend veganism or vegetarianism when practicing any psychic abilities. That being said. You can find 1-2lb of Amethyst chips online for around 10$. Make a small ‘ice pack’ out of the Amethyst and place it over your head while you sleep, I’ve found it helps calm excess visions if you’re around a lot of energy.

Peace, Respect, Love
-Jesse