Question for those who discovered their gift long ago. Do you find negative things come through more strongly than positive things? Does this change as you strengthen your skill?

[Madelyn]

I have always been empathic and spirit sensitive. Covid has been a lot about working to develop my other clairs through meditation and it has finally started to pay off. I can read moments in photos now and yesterday after reading tarot for someone close to me remotely through email, I started crying for no reason. Like tears were pouring down my face. They felt like tears of validation and release but it was confusing all the same.

I found out that it was at the same time she was reading what I sent her when we talked about it afterwards. She was bawling her eyes out cause the reading was so validating and cathartic for her.

These experiences have been a sort of double edged sword. Like I feel sadness or empathy for the person involved but also jump up and down every time I have little validations like this?

My question here is, do you find that negative things come through stronger than positive things?

Like for instance, when I read photos, I have only seen really shitty moments in the person’s life that are not really helpful but are accurate.

As I work my clair muscles and develop my abilities through meditation exercises and grounding/protection, will this change? Like will I get to see nice things? Hahahah

Discussion

[Aaaaaaadddddddrrrri]

I think sometimes it depends on where the person i am reading for is at and others where i am in my development/personal journey. I’ll have periods of time where I’ll only read rather “dark” memories, characteristics of others and then periods of time when I’m only reading really happy and incredible things off of people. But sometimes for me I think I’ll notice “dark” memories more because people are usually telling of happy and exciting things and reluctant of traumas. Traumas unfortunately are very common to read because they are hidden from the person who has them.

To answer your question, yes you will likely read happy things off of people. My favorite is when I do reiki and get to the heart chakra. So much trauma is stored there but there really Is an abundance of love and it’s great to relate to my clients on that level and feel the love they feel for the people they care about. Genuinely worth it, the good and bad flow together…yin and yang.

[ConsciousCryptic]

I don’t really view it negative or positive. It’s just truth. sometimes that truth is happy go-lucky, and other times it is downright sad. Whatever truth is shown to me is what needed to be seen.

Sometimes it’s just really intense. I have found how to shield my energy and know when it’s mine and when it’s anothers.

Overall, you got this. You’ll experience all forms of truth needed to be seen.