Seeking mentor and validation of mediumship

[Cool_Tax681]

I started doing automatic writing a few years ago after a loved one passed. I instantly connected and was told to be careful. Over the years I haven’t done much other than connect with them but then this past couple of weeks I felt this insane pull to Jesus Christ and growing spiritually. I spoke to my grandma who passed in on the earth side was never close with but on spirit side she’s one of my guides and after worship, prayer, and meditation Michael came to tell me I
He was at work and to believe and know that they would never lead me down a path I was not prepared for. Since then I spiritually feel very connected to the spirit side. Guess there is a part of me that wonders am I making this up in my head. I want to develop more but have some fear of not knowing if I can do it or that I have this gift that should be further explored. My questions:

Can anyone help validate my guides and that I’m not bananas?
If I’m not bananas is there anyone willing to mentor me to take me to the next level to speak to others that don’t have a direct impact on my life. I assume these are my guides.

Discussion

[spacepig13]

I too struggle with this as someone who recently got in touch with my spiritual side. The fact that you are sane enough to question what you are seeing is a good sign that you are not bananas. It’s hard to convince ourselves.
I wish I had an answer for you, but you are not alone. Trust in your sight. It’s will get easier.