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Discussion
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I have often had sleep paralysis – especially before I was diagnosed with sleep apnea. Mostly I had benign visions like seeing tree branches growing out of the wall, flowers made out of crystal, or random people looking at me and trying to communicate.
Once, though, I had a very scary experience. I was living in a ground-floor apartment in Arizona. The man that lived in the apartment above me was a drug dealer. I could hear him setting up his generator every night and hear him kicking his wife and beating on her. I reported this to the apartment complex and called 911 a few times, but it took awhile before the apartment complex evicted him. I joked once with the office lady that the upstairs apartment was “cursed” because he was the second tenant to get evicted for doing bad things. She looked like I stepped on her grave. Her eyes got HUGE and she asked me why I used that word “cursed.” I explained that they seemed to have a hard time renting it and then rented it to very bad dudes. She clammed up and wouldn’t discuss it further.
One night while drug dealer was still living upstairs, I woke up unable to move anything except my eyes. My cat jumped off the bed and crept up to the bedroom door. He howled and puffed up as if he were screaming at some intruder that was behind the door. I had never seen my cat act protectively towards me like that, so i was scared. I was laying on my back and I saw a dark shadow move up by the ceiling.
It undulated like an uncoiling snake that was sniffing out prey. It locked onto me and floated purposefully down toward me. I tried to move but couldn’t. I started praying mentally, even though I am not very religious. The shadow formed a head and torso, and it put its “face” right up to mine, as if examining me. I went from terrified to furious, and in my head I started aiming insults at it – telling it “get the f\*\*\* out of my house or I would send it back to hell where it belongs.” Oddly enough, whatever fury I directed towards it made it burst into a thousand tiny little smoke pellets and dissipate. All I did was basically make up my mind that I was going to fight this thing with all my strength, and it seemed to give up.
After it disappeared, I was able to move again. My cat jumped up on the bed and checked on me, making sure I was ok. I was pretty sure that whatever that was, it was evil, and it was living upstairs, feeding off the evil of that awful man.
Has anyone else here, medium or not, seen anything like this shadow shapeshifter? I used to read a lot of Dean Koontz novels, and it reminded me of what he calls “Bodachs.” I wondered if the author had also seen something like this in his life, and that is where he drew inspiration for his shadow creatures?
Any thoughts? I’d love to hear them.