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Discussion
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To sum up for those new to me here. I’ve known things I shouldn’t know for over 40 years now, but always refused to listen. Last year, I was hit with one that turned out to be right in a very very deep way, making me realize that these “instincts” are never wrong.
So I started listening.
Hard year plus here personally, but I’ve had a strong pulse that something good was down the road. Then about a week ago, I started feeling like it was imminent. Yesterday and today, I felt it so strongly that my heart rate jumped and I felt like a kid on Christmas morning. Even now, about an hour later I feel… euphoric.
But why? I have no idea. But here’s what I know of it.
\- Warmth.
\- A brightness. Like a light but maybe a color?
\- A familiarity, but… something new about it.
\- Like it has been a long time coming. Or part of a long journey for me.
\- It’s intangible. So it’s not something I can buy or sell or own.
\- And it feels not so much like something that’s in motion, but rather than the series of puzzle pieces… a chain of fates is opening the door that will lead TO this person/place/thing to come into my life.
I ask here because I have anonymity. My few friends and family members that know there’s something to me with this sort of thing are too close to me to be objective. They’ll pinpoint things based on what they know of me… meanwhile, I’m drawing a blank. Maybe it’s obvious to those close to me and I’m simply oblivious to it.
In the 13 months since I’ve started to work to listen to these things, this is the strongest one yet. Like comparing a lit match to the sun.
I appreciate any input or thoughts.