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Hello. I hope it’s ok, I’ve also posted this on r/spirituality for more insight.
I’ve been just trying to get a grip of my reality within the last 2 weeks. For context, my boyfriend was in a fatal car accident on the 12th. He took my car while drunk, unbeknownst to me, as he told me he had a ride. I would never have let him drive. Not the point. Anyways, he woke me up super drunk around 1:00 AM and just asked a bunch of weird stuff..idk….just drunk I hope..but, basically he was letting me know he was going out to eat with friends. I was barely awake during this conversation, and immediately went back to sleep once he left.
After I went back to sleep, I woke up later with the biggest gut feeling that something was wrong. My stomach and chest were physically hurting, almost like an anxiety attack. I couldn’t put my finger on it, but something inside me knew that I needed to get ahold of my boyfriend. I called him immediately, to be answered with a dead phone. Once I heard the voicemail, I texted him: (1:14 AM) “You’re dumb for leaving drunk with a dead phone when will you learn”.
I received his death certificate and quickly realized that 1:14 AM was his exact time of death. I’m heart wrenched that I “knew” somehow before I actually knew. I was heartbroken to think that I maybe could have somehow saved him. And that my last message to him ever was so mean.
I don’t know how to process this, if anyone has any insight that would be great…
P.S,
I don’t know if it matters, but when I received the news of his death I looked at my phone and it was 3:33 AM. I also don’t know how to process that.
Edit: It may be helpful to note that, I confided in him last December that I felt he was my soulmate and that I’ve known his soul before. (Not trying to have a religious discussion). But, we were on shrooms and I feel like I could see and felt his soul and the familiarity. We also dated when we were young. We were very in love at such a young age, but we reunited 7 years later (around last November)
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I felt the moment my boyfriend died
updated 2 years, 7 months ago
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Condolences 💓may a galaxy of star’s shine on your loved one and you.
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I’m truly sorry for your loss. This happened to me w/ my little brother & more recently a close friend. My bro & I were thousands of miles apart when I started crying for “no reason” & everyone was like wtf is wrong w/ you & I even said “IDK. I feel like my brother died”. I cried like a baby & then when I laid on bed I felt someone hug me. Which put me at peace & I fell right asleep… Woke up a cpl hours later to my sister screaming, which is when we learned my brother died. Somehow I had the emotions at his time of death. This happened again just a cpl of weeks ago when a close friend fell off a cliff. I felt it at his time of death even though no one even knew he died until the next day. Idk why this happens to some of us, but it actually gives me some comfort knowing death is not the end, how else could I have felt that hug from my brother after he died? Again, I’m deeply sorry you lost your boyfriend. We will see our loved 1’s again ❤️ 🌞
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You were not ment to stop him. It was his lesson and his time. Sorry to say that, but its how they put it to me. They say he decided to drive as he wanted to and didn’t care who said what to him. Remove your guilt factor as it wouldn’t have stopped him. As soon as i seen the picture i knew he had passed away. Just a question… Was his name Jim, did he use to drive a motorcycle. I am sorry for your loss 🙏 ➕
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Hello, I’m deeply sorry for your loss. When reading this I felt your sadness, my third eye activated and I felt the warmth of an angel saying this to me for you: It’s ok, he’s at peace, this was a necessary part of his and your life cycle. He says Thank you for everything.
The last past gave a deep deep sense of peace, I didn’t feel anything else just an endless ocean of peace.
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I’m sorry for your loss, my heart goes out to you….
my story:
My ex-husband died suddenly 5 years ago. basically, he was working with a nail gun and someone called his name, he turned and accidentally touched the nail gun to a live electric wire and died immediately
We were divorced for at least 15 years prior to his death. We didn’t see or talk with each other except rare grandkids school events… However, even though we got divorced, I feel we also were soulmates.. we simply had too much baggage and were star crossed lovers besides.
At exactly 1:25 PM on that day, I was getting ready to work for the evening shift at a local nursing home. I had ‘heart’ pain, in the middle of my chest, not over my heart, not cardiac pain, but it took my breath away…. I was gasping for breath and the first thought I had was ‘ is my ex-husband ok” is every one in my family ok?
I continued on my usual routine and began my shift….I felt a sense of doom… then the texts began coming to my phone… do I know where so and so is…. there was an accident…
Turns out, the time I felt ‘heart’ pain was exactly the time my ex-husband died….
I ‘saw’ him twice since then…. One time he and a previous dog were running and leaping in a field, no leash…. such joy to have met again….. second time, He was approaching me, gorgeous man, strong, glorious, wanting to tell me it’s ok….. then disappeared…
Later that year on the date that would have been our wedding anniversary, the music box I keep our original wedding rings in began playing… deep in a bedroom drawer, behind the socks…. hadn’t wound up the music box in years, there it was… playing….
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This made my heart ache tremendously. I can feel your pain and guilt. You can’t carry the guilt. He has no anger or bad feelings towards you. You are not responsible for this. I know you have to work through this in your time but please, know and trust that last message isn’t what he holds on to and you shouldn’t either. Good memories. Good times. Let those carry you through.
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When you deeply love someone you are connected to that person. Thats why you knew something happend.
I’d suggest you hiring medium to get better closure for you and your boyfriend. Its gonna be painful but atleast you will be able to talk to him.
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I knew the exact moment my grandfather died. I heard about him the next morning, and the time matched up perfectly with what I already knew
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I am very sorry for your loss.
Listen, in my experience any soul that is close to you, connected to you, loved by you in any way will choose a way to say goodbye (to let you know their time has come) a gut feeling a sign, whatever it is.
Some feel it more than others and we all have different ways to interpret these paranormal events.
How should you process this… In my opinion: Stop looking for explanations.
Destiny is destiny.All the best, stay strong
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another ‘death’ story:
I was helping care for a friend. He was older and dying of cancer. I helped at night until hospice and other volunteers were able to sit with him…
On the day he died, I said to my husband, “something is happening at the ‘friends’ house”…. I continued, “one of these times I ‘m going to get a call that ‘so and so’ died; what time is it?”‘
My husband replied; ‘It’a about 7 PM”… ‘No”, i repeated, tell me exactly what time it is, what time is on the stove clock….. He answered, “It’s 7:05 PM”
About an hour later, I got a call from my friends family. He passed at 7:05 PM and we wanted you to know”….
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I’m so sorry for your loss.
I had a visit from my best friend the morning he passed. I was doing my morning meditation and I felt a presence. I felt it for awhile before I stopped meditation then I got the call an hour later. He died in his sleep. Still makes me tear up.
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I’m so sorry for your loss
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i feel you on this, i had the exact same feeling to reach out and call my dad, but i didn’t, i was tired and napped instead, he took his life about an hour after the strong emotional feeling. you are going to be alright, it’s going to take some time, but you will be 💓✨
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Definitely intuition from the emotional connection
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I don’t have any insight into this but I am so so so sorry for your loss. What a terrible thing to have happened. I hope you’re able to find peace.
