Hey sister <3
I know already a lot of witches here have offered amazing support but I might add some historical context to help.
The original form of Romani-vision tarot was actually a 4 person card game in which players would get dealt these cards with ‘story scenes’ from epics and witchcraft fables and then try to make the best story out of them. People watching the game would then appraise the best and most engaging story teller. As we now know, turns out when they told these stories via orator (speaking) they happened to start coming true. Thus it was recognized as a divination tool.
These days we still tell a story but a lot of people do get lost in the ‘meanings’ of symbols when in reality life does not have symbols everyday. A lot of our tarot readers forget we are all stories, not symbols and imagery.
Perhaps maybe you have the gift of seeing tarot in a unique way much like the old Romani readers and you can develop a gift of telling a story and seeing how that turns out relating to the enquirer? Just a thought – other witches happy to receive more advice here. Hope this helps x Keep your head up and remember no amount of books will tell you what your intuition is š
For example, if I pull 6 of wands, 8 of wands, then Knight of cups – I could see a clear story forming here:
We have a victorious leader on a white horse being celebrated by raised wands. They have crowned him ina victory wreath. However now those wands have been cast in the air, almost like as though they are spears. And now that same victorious leader is riding back out on horse in armor, holding a chalice (symbolising water which is emotions) meaning he may need to meet some situation or someone who will bring an emotional reaction from him. Perhaps this is a declaration of a new battle? Pull more cards, the story builds….